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happiness

"I wanna be a part of something beautiful"

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Behind The Lyrics

This song is about depression and the struggle of finding connection with other people. I've had some lows in my life where I felt like I was all alone, and that no one felt the way I did. It was hard for me to process that things don't last forever. Relationships, friendships, people, things change and you can't stop them. 

 

Those depressive feelings were taking over my life, and I would've done anything to make them stop. It was to the point where nothing made me happy like it used to and I lost all joy of life. That made me, in a way, want to die, I wanted to start over, try again, anything to not feel the way I did then. I was so tired of not feeling anything, I just wanted to feel happiness again. Something that made me feel like my life was worth something. Something I'll look back on and miss. This song is for anyone who has felt that way. For anyone who’s forgotten what happiness feels like. happiness

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Lyrics

Yea bring me back to the start

I wanna be a part of something beautiful

Anything at all

 

Do you see yourself in me

Cause I can't find myself in anything

It makes me sentimental

Knowing nothing lasts forever

Do you feel the same

Happiness as all

 

Yea bring me back to the start

I wanna be a part of something beautiful

Anything at all

A life a dream anything

I wanna make a life worth living

Someday i'll miss how I feel right now

 

Can you give me a sign

I know there's more

Than the way I feel inside

Thought i'd have my life together

Guess i'm changing with the weather

Let me breathe

Yea nothings perfect

Don't let em be

 

Yea bring me back to the start

I wanna be a part of something beautiful

Anything at all

A life a dream anything

I wanna make a life worth living

Someday i'll miss how I feel right now

 

I wanna be a part of something real

Happiness as all

 

Yea bring me back to the start

I wanna be a part of something beautiful

Anything at all

A life a dream anything

I wanna make a life worth living

Someday i'll miss how I feel right now

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Here are a few other variations I had for the album art. I imagined something beautiful growing out of a pill bottle. I feel i've been a slave to antidepressants and been dependent on them to regulate my brain to feel happiness. So I wanted the art to express me starting over and blooming out of my old ways. We all deserve to be happy and to be a part of something beautiful.

This is the first demo of happiness. Hope you enjoy!

happiness Demo 1
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